everyday i wake up wishing that i wouldnt have.
but no one knows my secret cause i hide it with my laugh.
they say behind every smiling face is a sad and lonely past.
but mine is a future 'cause its always been my path.
everyday i try to find the core of my depression
but since i do it everyday , its kind of my obsession
i feel like no one cares unless its not a big deal ,
now its become so deep in me its impossible to heal .